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Sadness
« on: April 13, 2012, 06:29:56 AM »
Since I've been feeling depressed and suicidal lately, I've taken the liberty of venting out in the form of a new topic.
So just post what has you bummed out, gives you the blues, or anything that's taken the sunshine out of your life lately.

I'll start.

- The fact that I'm already in my second year of college and still have no idea what the fuck I'm going to do with my life.
- The fact that all of my "friends" are moving forward with their lives, while I'm just standing here alone, unmoving, and can do nothing but reach out and call out for their unhearing ears.
- Let's not forget that I'm living in a socially closed off bubble with absolutely ZERO relationships of any kind. Be it lovers, friends, or even acquaintances to have a boring chat with. I've been emotionally and socially starved for over 5 years now.
- The fact that my supposed best friend keeps coming to me to ask advice for his problems while absolutely ignoring the plight I'm facing currently. (Though that's partly my fault since I never open up to anyone.)
- And on that note, the fact that I have to hide all this in order to maintain what fragile bonds I have left with my "family" REALLY depresses me.


So yeah... start!
« Last Edit: April 13, 2012, 06:32:31 AM by NekoToffee » »

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #1 on: April 13, 2012, 06:35:43 AM »
Just wanted to add that depression and sadness are two completely different things, like there is no connection between them :p

Anyhoo, I would post whats bummed me out lately, but its more or less what you posted. Nothing novel. Since I suffer from SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) forming bonds is extremely hard, if not impossible (in my mindset) so yeah, kinda know what you are going through in that end. However I also don't know where my education is going to take me, however due to my disorder I would be lucky to survive the interview, let alone hold my own in a job.
Going to therapy sessions doesn't make me feel any less abnormal than I already do :p

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #2 on: April 13, 2012, 06:55:59 AM »
i'm having a depression to.
i really feel sad if they talk about my sis and if it would be bad for one or another reason my rage is getting masively high.
Almost all my friends have already got a girlfriend/boyfriend and i'm really loving someone but i can't approach her.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #3 on: April 13, 2012, 07:32:04 AM »
i'm having a depression to.
i really feel sad if they talk about my sis and if it would be bad for one or another reason my rage is getting masively high.
Almost all my friends have already got a girlfriend/boyfriend and i'm really loving someone but i can't approach her.

Got past that. Albeit by simply forgetting about it and thinking: "Am I ready for a commitment like that?".

Anyway.... graduation year. I think my other schoolmates have chosen what course to take and know what job to take while others are so ignorant, it's keeping me envious. Meanwhile, I haven't decided what course to take or what job to do, even though my choices are limited. I think the problem is I'm not that of an ambitious person.


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Re: Sadness
« Reply #4 on: April 14, 2012, 05:04:21 AM »
i'm having a depression to.
i really feel sad if they talk about my sis and if it would be bad for one or another reason my rage is getting masively high.
Almost all my friends have already got a girlfriend/boyfriend and i'm really loving someone but i can't approach her.

Got past that. Albeit by simply forgetting about it and thinking: "Am I ready for a commitment like that?".

Anyway.... graduation year. I think my other schoolmates have chosen what course to take and know what job to take while others are so ignorant, it's keeping me envious. Meanwhile, I haven't decided what course to take or what job to do, even though my choices are limited. I think the problem is I'm not that of an ambitious person.



You better find one soon or else you'll end up like me.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #5 on: April 15, 2012, 03:44:09 AM »
You better find one soon or else you'll end up like me.
Awesome?

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #6 on: April 15, 2012, 11:16:03 AM »
i'm having a depression to.
i really feel sad if they talk about my sis and if it would be bad for one or another reason my rage is getting masively high.
Almost all my friends have already got a girlfriend/boyfriend and i'm really loving someone but i can't approach her.

Got past that. Albeit by simply forgetting about it and thinking: "Am I ready for a commitment like that?".

Anyway.... graduation year. I think my other schoolmates have chosen what course to take and know what job to take while others are so ignorant, it's keeping me envious. Meanwhile, I haven't decided what course to take or what job to do, even though my choices are limited. I think the problem is I'm not that of an ambitious person.



Well i won't because i'm insanly in love with a girl but sadely enough i don't got the guts to tell her that :'(

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #7 on: April 15, 2012, 11:28:32 AM »
Well i won't because i'm insanly in love with a girl but sadely enough i don't got the guts to tell her that :'(
Oh... and before that, I asked myself why.
....Yeah.... why exactly?

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #8 on: April 15, 2012, 11:30:11 AM »
Well i won't because i'm insanly in love with a girl but sadely enough i don't got the guts to tell her that :'(
Oh... and before that, I asked myself why.
....Yeah.... why exactly?
It's usually a case of insecurity or the curse called "friendzoned"

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #9 on: April 15, 2012, 12:17:11 PM »
Well i won't because i'm insanly in love with a girl but sadely enough i don't got the guts to tell her that :'(
Oh... and before that, I asked myself why.
....Yeah.... why exactly?
It's usually a case of insecurity or the curse called "friendzoned"

Well lets say that i am an verry insecure person.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #10 on: April 15, 2012, 11:57:01 PM »
You better find one soon or else you'll end up like me.
Awesome?

NO! Not awesome. It's never awesome to be like me. My life is pathetic, and I would  never wish for this on anyone.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #11 on: April 16, 2012, 09:10:53 AM »
Only you can change it Toffee, whining about it won't help.
Professor Raj Persaud posits that true self confidence comes from an attitude where you promise yourself, no matter how difficult the problem life throws at you, that you will try as hard as you can to help yourself. You acknowledge that sometimes your efforts to help yourself may not result in success, as often being properly rewarded is not in your control.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #12 on: April 16, 2012, 01:38:31 PM »
I have actually been through a depression the last 2 months, and it sucks. I'm happy to be better now, really am.

My best advice I can give, I don't know if it'll be of any help but yeah.
- Talk with good friends about how you feel.
- Go outside A LOT.
- Sit in the sun listening to music, this acutally cheered me up.
- Do something you enjoy, such as running, gaming, etc..

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #13 on: April 16, 2012, 05:00:35 PM »
My dad wants to move. :( i wanna stay here

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #14 on: April 16, 2012, 06:40:03 PM »
- Sigh - ... Let's post here for now since I am in the state of a depression =/

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #15 on: April 16, 2012, 06:40:48 PM »
Cheer up you miserable gits, it's never that bad.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #16 on: April 16, 2012, 06:42:45 PM »
... I would like to tell you all but it's kinda private so drop me a pm, bug me on msn or skype or Facebook.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #17 on: April 16, 2012, 06:48:59 PM »
@JONEZ

My best advice I can give, I don't know if it'll be of any help but yeah.
- Talk with good friends about how you feel.
- Go outside A LOT.
- Sit in the sun listening to music, this acutally cheered me up.
- Do something you enjoy, such as running, gaming, etc..

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #18 on: April 16, 2012, 06:58:25 PM »
My advice is to get your best mates and go out drinking, it never fails! At first you might not want to go, but after a few you will be laughing, playing the "who can pull the ugliest girl" game, and/or dancing like a fool.

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Re: Sadness
« Reply #19 on: April 16, 2012, 09:28:11 PM »
@JONEZ

My best advice I can give, I don't know if it'll be of any help but yeah.
- Talk with good friends about how you feel.
- Go outside A LOT.
- Sit in the sun listening to music, this acutally cheered me up.
- Do something you enjoy, such as running, gaming, etc..

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