Making a new Effort

[NekoBot]

I'm sick ;_; I also cant sleep

As the months go by and arpegis one year anniversary nears, I realise my activity has grown to be less and less, I regret not being on more often then I am.... I miss my family yo, but things keep happening. Keeping me away, making me unable.... the death of a friend, the news of not able to afford another college term, getting sacked in the head during a hurricane, no Internet... I feel like I'm failing. How.... I dont know... but, I definately dont like it. I have a beautiful girlfriend, and I have you, arpegi, a family. One I never get to see anymore

I'm 18 dealing with problems a 26~36 yearold worries about, bills, taxes, harsh expectations, lack of realtime support... I feel lost, and out of control, like things are out of my hands.... I just deal with it one day at a time.... one foot... then another... but for what cause? My money is waining... ill be broke soon, I need a new job but no place will hire. I have my brothers and mine mouth to feed but dont have the means to. I feel broken, everyday, at the worlds mercy.

And yet... I have my love.... and I have my friends.... and I have all of you... I wish I had the time to be proactive,sorry ive been gone so long, its really been hard, ya know? I'm not saying that anyone has it easy or worse, but yuu guys are the crem de le crem of everything. Its good to have good folk to talk to.

I'm nowhere near set, and I will have setbacks, I'm down to my last $120 dollars come February, its gonna be rough real fast and ill be biten the bullet... I'm just hoping you'll be here if I fall and if I do, get me standing again. I may not be around like I used to, but I rely heavily on you, I really do....

[Kiss x Miz]

Man, you seem to be in quite some trouble :/
I hope you get a job soon, maybe take a small loan or someting.

[Noob]

:' (

Man, I wish I could help out more.

[NekoBot]

Man, you seem to be in quite some trouble :/
I hope you get a job soon, maybe take a small loan or someting.

Me too....

:' (

Man, I wish I could help out more.

You do more then you know

[NekoJonez]

Reminder,

all members are there in spirit with ya.

[BloodcatNS]

Man. Looks like you really got it bad. I hope you'll recover.

[PriomBlazer]

....write a novel,dood.
Famous for sure

[O:\msg]

The trick to life is never giving up and trying as hard as you can no matter what, it gves you confidence knowing you did your best. Don't worry about things beyond your control, just try to pick the best option open to you, learn from mistakes, and there's nothing more you can do so don't let it get you down. Be a good, honest, hardworking person and your break will come eventually. Make sure you are in a position to take advantage of it when it comes, nobody is going to hire a depressed, miserable guy with no confidence.

[NekoBot]

Couple days ago the Western Conneticut State University, a college I applied to in 2011, gave my information to an unlawful party and had received evidence of foul use of the information. The college set me up with identity protection of $1mil but I dont know if I should do the paper work for it. I dont know what to do :-/

[Mr.PowPow]

The college set me up with identity protection of $1mil

Wait so, does that mean you'd receive one million dollars? If so, then go for it. I mean thats a useful amount of money.

[Kiss x Miz]

Couple days ago the Western Conneticut State University, a college I applied to in 2011, gave my information to an unlawful party and had received evidence of foul use of the information. The college set me up with identity protection of $1mil but I dont know if I should do the paper work for it. I dont know what to do :-/

Lawyer lol. They know how to get the money rolling.