Author Topic: Arpegi Original Roleplay: Epilogue (Finale - Generation I) (Read 1370149 times)

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6300 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:52:25 AM »

Hope: You know, that's no way to acknowledge a person if they can't see you behind them. *turns around* Hello Jonez~

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6301 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:58:37 AM »

Jonez: I want to speak to you. In private if it can...

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6302 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:00:09 AM »

Hope: Talk to me as I walk. Alice is asleep. *starts walking again, pushing Alice along*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6303 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:03:55 AM »

Jonez: I have 2 issues I cant solve myself. For one thing, I go and see Shinzu soon. The gaunlet...

... And then not being able to control myself and such?

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6304 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:11:52 AM »

Hope: Let me just say something about your control. Talk to Zana soon. Sometimes problems best solved are with your lover.........*she looks up at the sky*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6305 on:** April 27, 2012, 08:11:03 AM »

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Jonez: I see. I think I know where you are going at. Just before this conversation I had a talk with Jinya. I realize that I am walking in the wrong direction and that this can prove difficulties... You know... Like my downfall if I don't keep myself in hand. He offered me the Fear Drive... And you know... That switch that goes off in your head...? That was such a moment. After doubting first... my decision on this is now really final. I absolutely refuse to end up with such a thing. R-E-F-U-S-E. I want to show Zana, you, Illudia, Suma, Kinag, Veoh... everybody that I am ready to work on my flaws and show you all that I don't need that Fear Drive. I will talk to her really soon, tonight even. I don't want to have these problems continue and that's why I am going to change my life style here and there pretty drastic. I realize now that I rush things... That I lost my self-control and that I am trying to solve things WAY TO HARD.

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This may be totally unexpected from me BUT I decided that I need a break ... a distraction... Otherwise my problems AND my determination will be my end. I am running for Sub-Lord but that is not what matters now. The things that matters right now is that I have a fight with you soon so that means that I need to get mentally ready. After that I will work to win over your & Vantiem's full respect... If I now get my priorities straight again like I had in the past then all this will be finally solved. I let myself go for too long and instead of hoping that it gets solved .... Without Loth saying anything to me for making me doing this ...

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What the seriously need to solve is not really my problems but myself. You know... The mistakes that I made. I need to learn how to let go so that I can trust people again... After that shot.. the betrayal I lost my trust in people... Ironically just like Illudia did... I really do need to trust my people.. my team and my family more... They are here to help me.. They love me... And I try to do too much at once and make mistakes thanks to it. I will change myself and show the team that I am changing myself. Some problems will solve themselves... other will need to take more time. I also need to change how I say things and I will work on my problems...

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So in short... I was afraid that this was going to happen... But I was foolish enough to not put a stop on it... So that's why I need help to put a stop to this... So... I will use my determination not only to reach the goals that are now so close in reach BUT to improve myself before it destroy myself. .... Still... No Jonezy... If you missed something... don't worry... The team has your back and you will improve thanks to them.

* Loth: .... Wow... Hope... You DO realize that Jonez is now... This is for him.. Taking THE leap of fate... Jumping into the black hole... .... This is scary that he is willing to do this... Not even Zana got him this far... This willing to fight his distrust and his fears.... He finally realized what the team is willing to for him... And he is now accepting that he is wrong.. I am really trembling on my feet... He... is finally... doing it... Finally facing the problems he has... Willing to solve them himself while using the team as a foundation...

Jonez: Loth... This is the only RIGHT way to pay back the respect, love and care to the team... Facing what is breaking myself down for all those years.... The distrust and fear of losing my loved ones to one mistake... And really... If those idiotic suicidal thoughts come back... UGH... I dunno WHAT I am going to do but it WON'T be pretty. I CAN solve this.. and I am NOT doing it alone... * Tear up * I do it with friends... my family... My love... My children... * Cries a bit * ... So Hope... With saying this OUT loud... I took the jump... Like Loth said.. Into the darkness of my self.. my soul... And I do it with so much trust in the team... .... I am in fact... Facing that the most people don't even dare... Facing what is breaking you down... The trauma that is haunting me since those events that happened before I met every single one of the team. If I was able to kill my Fear Demons... I will be able to kill my fears too. It will make me stronger inside and a better person.

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I only want to know what you think now. If this wins over respect... Okay, nice bonus... If this doesn't change a thing... If I increase in the ranks of Heroism... Good for me... I am happy that I tried... But what matters now is fixing this... and that is my priority now. But I do have the courage, power and friends to do this. ... And sorry... for talking so much while I could have told it in short... But... In this situation I think I was really needed to say it out loud.... So Hope.. What should I do with this... Share it to everyone of the team or keep it for myself and wait what happens. And is it the right way... Well... that has the time to prove. And after this... I have some little questions to ask.

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Sir Shota · « **Reply #6306 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:49:26 PM »

Hope: *nods* I see......all I can say is....I want this to get fixed. I haven't been spending too much time with my daughter like I promised, you know? *sighs* You need to fight me. And fight me with every last bit of strength. Hell, we can even do it right now. Just as long as she at least gets the opportunity to sleep at night and get the courage to go out and face the world like you are right now. Then after our battle, I need some problems to fix as well. But I'll tell you this. I'm sure as verse not getting anybody's help finding out who I am. Remember this as well. You're going to need to solve your problems yourself. But as Jinya said, you need to wait and think out your decisions. Going too fast has been causing you to get into this mess in the first place. But I digress. If you want to fight me to prove your respect as a hybrid, and show that your powers are in check.....*tosses a piece of paper* We'll be heading to the Clear Verse. I talked to Mair. The one that you talked to with Misha, remember? In the Clear Verse, the plains are flat like silver liquid, not penetrable, and wide open. I will be using my Red Lotus blade for this one....one of my favorites. And when your ready, don't back down. *she starts wheeling Alice forward*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6307 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:52:41 PM »

Jonez: * Nods * I go very soon. Hope.... One question... Did you got a call from your superiors... Vantiem did...

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6308 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:55:57 PM »

Hope: Yes, yes I did, actually. Ms. Hino had given me good news about Levity, saying that she'll become sub-lord next Solstice. I'm quite proud of her, doing all that work and such. I can't help but think that she's been with me for 10 years as assistant. Right when she was in second level education. Amazing actually. She came in after her studies to do her work and she always came back, satisfied and curious as to my reactions on how well she did. *nods*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6309 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:57:57 PM »

Jonez: !!! Wait wait wait... Levity too...? This can only mean that ... Masa & Anna ... Oh dear...

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6310 on:** April 27, 2012, 12:59:52 PM »

Hope: Yeah. Any other questions?

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6311 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:00:48 PM »

Jonez: No.. Not directly... But this is getting very very interesting.... I need to ask Kinag something too... * Flies off quickly to Kinag. *

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6312 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:04:56 PM »

Kinag: *is talking with Anna* Yes, I know I know. But it's very important that you know this....

Anna: *nods* I understand. *she stands, then flies out*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6313 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:06:00 PM »

Jonez: .... My lord... Did you get a call from your superiors?

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6314 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:09:13 PM »

Kinag: Yes just now. Masa's been appointed to become Sub-Lord next Solstice.....but Anna.....she's been held back on her work so much recently....she was so close.....years of work for nothing I guess. Her sicknesses and such.......she won't become Sub-Lord with her brother, Ohura says. *sighs*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6315 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:10:43 PM »

Jonez: Auwch... That must be painful for Anna... .... Darn it... I have so a HARD time holding something back now...

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6316 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:13:45 PM »

Kinag: Then whatever you have to say, hold it back. She missed some scheduled jobs when she was helping and consulting people. It was either her or Masa to do it. It's times like this when I need to take drastic measures, but I won't do it. I guess till next Solstice.

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6317 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:17:10 PM »

Jonez: Masa, Suma & Levity... All worked so hard and becoming Sub-Lords... I don't think I have a chance myself now...

* Loth: Err, Jonezy... Your latest thought isn't true... Remember... THINK.

Jonez: ... Oh yeah... Me too... But I hope now that they aren't so cruel to do a match between us 4 or something... Nah... It will just go fine... * Smiles * ... I understand my Lord... But say... How far away is Solstice?

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6318 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:18:42 PM »

Kinag: In 5-6 months. I just hope there will be a miracle soon.....*he taps his desk anxiously*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6319 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:20:04 PM »

Jonez: Oh there will be one... * Walks out pretty excited * ... .... * Walks back in * ... Oh yeah my lord... * Tells him what he said to Hope *

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6320 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:21:29 PM »

Kinag: I see. Well I wish you good luck. *nods*

Anna: *is sitting, flipping through her book of missed jobs* ........*she has a determined face, then heads into her room*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6321 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:22:35 PM »

Jonez: Well... Spread it under the team... I will now tell it to Suma... Since I need to tell him something special. * Waves, walks out and flies to Suma * ... Brother..?

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6322 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:24:18 PM »

Shinzu: HYAHHHH!!! *tackles Jonez* No way, you're not getting in this house! *nods*

NekoJonez · « **Reply #6323 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:26:52 PM »

Jonez: SORRY. I need to see Suma ... Please.

Sir Shota · « **Reply #6324 on:** April 27, 2012, 01:29:32 PM »

Shinzu: No way! I can't let you! I was appointed to keep you away, no matter what!

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Author Topic: Arpegi Original Roleplay: Epilogue (Finale - Generation I) (Read 1370149 times)